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vent.

Person #1. you've disappeared in my life and its on you. We used to be best friends but we haven't talked in 3 months and its apparent the degree of your introvertcy.
Person #2. your stubbornness and insistence on always being right is the reason we don't talk anymore.
Person #3. you call and ask how im doing and stuff but its really hard to relate to you.
Person #4. you get too emotional over stupid things and i really want to punch you in the face when you do.
Person #5. youre one of the only good things in my life right now. im glad we became friends and you help alot but i think we should talk more, outside of school.

ok bye.

asb elections.

stressed.

its been a long time.

Wow i havent been on here for a while. Perhaps when my life is less hectic i can begin posting again on a regular basis but for now i just want to share this thing i've learned while preparing for the WPCA talent show. While passionately singing a korean song, i realized that i had no clue what the song was saying and therefore i didnt really mean what i was singing. I'm not going into too much detail or depth because i havent started homework yet but in short; When we sing praise, we can sometimes be very passionate and very in to it. However, isn't this all just for naught if we don't mean what we are saying? If we sing that we "stand here unashamed" shouldnt we live our lives unashamed to be christians? If i sing that "all i need is you" then shouldnt my life reflect that? Dont sing praise just to sing, just to go through the motions. Actually try to mean what you sing and make your praise genuine because that is what God wants. He doesnt want the nicest voice, the best band to praise him, he wants you stripped bare pouring out your heart. God bless.

listen. enjoy.

confused.

ugh idk what to do.

motivation.

i'm hopefully going to lose weight.

wooot

for the past four days ive spent alot of time with mike. not going into much detail about how we've gotten closer but it made me realize that you need to hold those that care about you really close. their friendship is worth more than all the money in the world.

no time

to post these days. freaking finals...

ANDREW KIM and the rest of PBC!

so andrew says he is not buff.

well i have evidence that he is.

I am not buff

People (the borders crew and everyone at pbc and wpca) keep telling me that I'm freakin buff, but I swear, I AM NOT BUFF!!!!
People who I consider "Buff" is Andrew Kim and Mike Ahn

Please stop telling me I'm buff!

So out of shape

went running with mikey today. it was more of a walking and talking than running but it was really good we needed to talk. well just like our bodies get out of shape, so does our spiritual life. By now the camp high has died down but surprisingly i am still praying on an almost daily interval. :]]

oh rainism is a very funny song it doesnt make sense to me. hahaha random thought. anyways though when there is someone there to work out with you its so much easier than doing it yourself. sure theres people you trust but i recommend finding one or two people you can always have deep conversations with.

anyways me and mikey were talking about this year and wow pbc has made my life so much better.

oh by the way all my wpca friends pbc doesnt have friday service during February so expect to see me at wpca instead :]]

WPCA

so first off let me say its been a reallly long time since ive done anything with this blog. i think the initial excitement has rubbed off a little.

hmm thats how i feel retreat is usually like for me. the initial "high" i feel always rubs off but this time it will be different and i'll tell you why.

this time i have people there to keep me accountable, people that i know are praying for me, people i hope check in with me from time to time to make sure i am keeping my commitment. these people include my entire PBC family but it now also includes my WPCA family.

so first of all id like to talk about these two boys that i got close to over retreat.
eric kim and kevin yoshiki.

hahaha so one of the main reasons i went to the wpca retreat was because i knew all these people there but over this retreat i REALLY got to know them :].

ok eric- he is a great guy no joke he is really nice (just dont wake him up). hahaha hes really truly caring and i know he will always have my back and i always have his. hes a special kid who i met only like 2 months ago but already i know he is my brother and he is someone i can talk to about anything because me and him go through some of the same struggles and i know we can help each other get through it. i love him and hope we can only grow closer <3

kevinnnn- so this fool is freaking gay. hahahaha no joke. but other than that me and him laugh alot when we are together..(well he giggles) but anyways he is always smiling and that makes me happy to see him happy :]. again i am totally comfortable sharing my problems with him because i know he will listen and even though we mess around alot we can be serious too and i just hope like with eric i get closer to this kiddd

jacob kang- hmm where to start. so i met him at pbc's lockin. saw him once at borders. added him on facebook. talked to him like a tiny bit there. and thats it. then retreat happened and all of a sudden me and him have this like unexplainable bond. i dont know how it happened. it just did. like for some reason i trust him completely and like he reallly does set an example for me and how i should live my life. i really dont know how to explain our relationship...heck i dont even know anything about his life but i do know this: i love him deeply and i know we can only get closer :]]

jon jin bae- so i met you at borders. and we sometimes talked and laughed. and yeah. hahahah and then retreat came and pretty much the same thing happened with jacob. i felt like ive known you all my life and i really do love you. you can come to me about anything at all and we can always talk just let me know because i am here for you :]

riley moran- hhahaha what the heck. i went into retreat not knowing your name...i came out with a new white brother :] hahaha you are really funny and your testimony is pretty amazing and i am sure God will continue to use you to influence others :]

lauryn lee- haha you laugh when i pray :[ but anyways i really am glad you noticed me singing in art (well its kinda hard not to notice me singing ahaha) but yeahhh you're a great girll and you always tell me im popular but im not even :] anyways i know you have a good heart and you always make me happy to see you so yeah im glad i got to know you this yearrr <3

erica jungg- so i talked about you before. but yeah i'll talk about you again. im glad you can pray to God everyday. that is something i really struggle with so i hope we can talk about it and you can help me :]

ray kim- man what a true bro. another person i just recently met but man he has had such an impact on my life and im so grateful for him being in my life and his passion for Him is so evident that others cant help but notice and perhaps catch some of his overflowing passion. i love him

david park- hahahaha with his bible verse AMOS 4:1 hahaha good stuff. anyways his passion for God is evident when he praises and i look forward to growing closer to God with him :]

everyone else. i'm glad to have met you but i either didnt really get to know you that well or just forgot :[. its ok i will come visit and then we can get to know each otherr :]]