My strength

Haha so im just chillin at mikes house, exhausted after some intense DDR playing which i got owned by UB...but yeah me and cheryne and sarah were here and i noticed cheryne and alex and justin yoo all made blogs about those that have helped them throughout life and so that inspired me to write this.

1. God. im not going to even try to describe him as there are no words to do his greatness justice.

Guys

1.MIKE AHN- those of you that know me know how much i love mike. he is my complement, my other half. We have had soo many cute things with each other its kind of ridiculous. the funny thing is, i met him only 2 and a half months ago and we instantly hit it off. i now believe in love at the first sight because thats what it was with me and him. it doesnt hurt that he is ridiculously good looking. just the mention or thought of his name brings a big smile to my face and he seriously brightens up my day just getting cute texts from him and other stuff thats too gay to be put on the internet. I will say that i look forward to seeing him everyday and that when im in his arms, theres nowhere else id rather be. he is amazing and is more than just a husband, hes my brother and my best friend.

2.YOSEPH YOO- i became close with him only this year. His compassion and understanding is amazing. we can just be with each other and not need anyone else. he is my study buddy and keeps me on track in school and in life and in my walk with christ. I really love him and wouldnt trade what we have for anything. he is someone i know i can go to with anything. that song "we all need somebody to leannn on". hes that person for me. i'm most comfortable talking with him about anything and am grateful for his existence.

3.Ohta/Mophead/Keith/Nick/Dj - my other close friends that i was reallly close with them but have drifted alot. i still love them and will always be there for them when they need me.

4. Jay Park- wow ive known him for SO long. he went to all the same schools as i but only in this year have i talked to him and really gotten to know him. he is my hyung, someone i really respect and look up to. no joke hes my brother and i can only hope to pass on the kindness he has shown me to the younger kids.

5. justin yoo- man ive known him for soooooo long. so long. and only recently have we drawn close but man are we bros now. he knows im here for him and he will always be there for me. we have had soo many fun times just messing around and him farting. he is reallllly caring and has one of the biggest hearts i know.

SORRY IM RUNNING OUT OF TIME!!

6. dcho- one of the funniest guys i know many many fun times. we always laugh with each other and i will never forget that one day at borders on the way back from subway. laughed for like 20 minutes nonstop wow hahahaha.

7. rest of the church bros- i really wish i had time for all of you individually but im pressed for time because i gotta get off the comp soon. you all know you are in my heart, i care alot about each and every one of you and cannot wait to grow closer to christ with you all. <3

Girls

1. Tori- this girl has been a pretty good friend to me ever since i met her freshman year but it was this year that we reallly drew close. i love her and will always be here for her to help her through her struggles.

2. ERKA- so ive known this girl for a long time but i never really got to know her. i admit im guilty of judging her without reallyy getting to know her but i truly regret that because she is someone i really care about and love. ive seen her entire transformation from 6th grade until now and the change that God instilled in her amazes me. She really does make me want to be a better person and im so glad shes in my life. ive only recently grown close with her but man she is so fun to be with and im glad i can just talk to her and be open about my life. i know that we can only grow closer and closer with God together.

3. cat/cat/sarah/wendy/jinju/lauryn/lauren/lena/cindy- if i honestly had time and if it wasnt 2am, i would write about each and everyone of these great girls! but what do they all have in common?...i met most of them this year or became close to them this year. they are all great people and really do brighten up my day. i care about each and every one of them and they can all turn to me whenever they need someone to talk to. <3

4. cheryne- my dongseng. only recently...like in the past week hahaha have i gotten to know her and wow we have such a connection. (well i think i hit it off pretty well with alot of people but yeah anyways) she is a great great girl and she is so like bubbly that you cant but help to like her. GT anywhere. anytime. <3

SIGH - everyone i missed. due to time issues and me getting tired ima sleep in mikes bed soon. just want to say you know im here and theres no issue that i wont help you with or atleast try to help you with. i am extremely extroverted :] so feel free to talk to me about anything and i promise i will listen. Thanks to EVERYONE who has made my life better and i truly am glad to have friends like you guys.